I definitely got dealt the shit cards in this regard. No father figure in my life. Since I was very little, I preferred hanging out with girls, because I couldn't deal with the roughhousing, pecking order fights, and relentless mean teasing the boys did. I ended up getting bullied so bad during puberty that I almost killed myself.
And what is that about finger ratio? My ring finger is almost 1 cm shorter than my index finger.
What I am today... is a 28 year old loser who's a university dropout and had to move back home for the time being until I find a decent software dev job. Women aren't sexually interested in me, period. The only reason I lost my v card two months ago was because she was manic and fucked everything that crossed her path (I felt literally zero attraction from her side).