Hey Breeze I understand where your point of view is coming from. Personally I don't see it as her treating me like dirt, moreso I'm feeding her ego, and in return I get some good pussy. She's not my girlfriend and I certainly don't text her frequently, in fact she texts me when she wants a dick appointment, which means the ball is in my court. I agree with you on some parts regarding your level of Zen, but I've found that this is a special energy that actually invites likeminded individuals in or brings them together. Youre going to deal with crazy girls and people in general, so get some practice in and see how you handle it.